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Angel Cry

Its been a little while since i blogged on here, a year to be exact but it seems that each time i do it has something to do with me venting about a broken heart...well an old friend of mind told me i needed to figure out my emotions and why i can express any feelings other than positive ones lol, so this is my journey to my dreams and my path...hope you all enjoy.

I'm writing not for anyone but myself. It seems that I rarely have n e one to talk to so if what I am going thru helps anyone or if anyone can relate and give feedback on any topic all is welcome.

*I heard a song today as I was driving to the store by Mariah Carey and Ne-Yo. Automatically my heart began to weep and repressed memories resurfaced, the song was called "Angel Cry" and it just reminded me about a lot of bullshit that my ex and I went through and just made me think about how unhealthy our relationship was and that we couldnt seem to get it right....now back tracking to this morning, I woke up and just had the urge to read my ex's book all over again (really good book even still). Now the poems in there just made me think about all the us and downs that come with love and it hurt me because I have been there with my ex through the ups and downs and she has confided in me about the hardships that came with love. Now i was suppose to be my ex's "soul mate" but looking back on it i feel like i just crushed the soul. There were a couple of poems that were about me and knowing what we just went through and reading those poems I realized I was an ass, so was my ex but my ex changed while I held grudges and remained the same. In no way shape or form am I saying what I did was right I just kno now that it's my turn to grow up and learn how to FORGIVE because all the while i thought i have but the truth is I havent. If I did then I wouldnt be the same person I was 4yrs ago when our rship started going down the drain...*EPIPHANIES*

Angel Cry Lyrics

Mariah:
I shouldn't have walked away
I would've stayed if you said
We could've made everything OK
But we just
Threw the blame back and forth
We treated love like a sport
The final blow hit so low
I'm still on the ground

I couldn't have prepared myself for this fall
Shattered in pieces curled on the floor
Super natural love conquers all
'Member we used to touch the sky
And

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

C'mon babe can't our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry

Ne-Yo:
I thought we'd be forever and always
You were serenity
You took away the bad days
Didn't always treat you right
But it was OK
I do somethin' stupid
And you still stay with me

But you can only go for so long
Doing the one you claim to love wrong
Before too much is enough
You look up
Find your love gone
And

We were so good together
How come we could not weather
This storm and just do better
Why did we say goodbye

'Cause lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift
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In a storm
Now every night
I feel the angels cry

Mariah & Ne-Yo:
C'mon babe can't our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry

Baby I'm missin' you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you

Baby I'm missin' you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
But we let it slip
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

Oh babe, the angels cry