Intense Thoughts

Clanking hangers, sweet smell of the sneaker store... Distant I Love You's that once filled the air seem to dissipate with the passing days... Passionate jokes, gentle breeze of a newborn fill my lungs after each shower I take... Intense Thoughts or just memories of you?... Part of a healing process or  torment of my heart that once knew you but now must take lessons to try to forget such a skill that was mastered once upon a New Years Day... Etched in skin forever something that barely lasted through the weathered years... Like nature erodes the most beautiful of rocks i live with the bad crumbling what we once built up... The blame not placed on 1 parties but 2... I shield myself from the outside world to focus on my faults and look in the mirror only to hang my head in shame... Its time for the Narcissist to to look past the reflection and listen to the lessons of the water... The sands of the hourglass has held on long enuff... Time is no longer on our side and as these Intense Thoughts crowd my heart I clear my head to accept my imperfections and wonder...