Spews of Randomness

So according to my horoscope for this month I'm at a very creative peak in my life so why not decide to write something. I have always enjoyed writing but lately I have had so much on my mind that no single idea would stand out and work for me it was all mostly random and jumbled. I never considered myself very creative when it came to writing but when it comes to fashion i could create a masterpiece for all to see. I guess that's why I got along so well with an old friend of mind. She was a beast with words and I with fashion...so here it goes my random spew lol

I absolutely love the TV shows House, Nip/Tuck, Monk, CSI (Vegas of course the others don't really move me), Family Guy, Sex and the City, and more recently the Food Channel strikes a fancy to me

I love using fancy words like Swanky and Quaint :-) this just makes me smile.

I get a kick out of the little things in life and watching the rain fall on my window pane with my boo is the best thing in the world and can comfort and soothe me even in my worst moods.

My mother told me that no one can make you happy but you and I am so realizing that I  am finding what excites me again and it makes me smile.

Dancing in the mirror with my headphones on listening to good music that makes me remember what i went through and the strength i possess makes me happy.

I miss my ex, of course I don't to tell her then she would know how much she is on my mind...so unless she reading this she is completely out off the loop.

I  have such a huge imagination sometimes i create delusions on grandeur when i shouldn't and could use my imagination for more intimate ;-) and creative things.

I love fashion and want to become a personal stylist BUT on the other hand I want to become a nurse...I am such a geek its not even funny.

I used to tell me ex everything I learned it would help me study and she would listen even if she already knew the information i was sharing.

I love love love to travel and try new things, clothes, foods, new places, new cultures, anything to stimulate my mind and increase my knowledge i'm al about.

I am a very sexual person although I am shy as it is hard to imagine...an outgoing shy person (such an oxymoron)

I dont like fake phony people although all of us can be a victim of this at times

I realize that I am a very nice and sweet person but pretend to be a Bitch at times to protect being used...I guess this is why i cant seem to stay mad at ppl esp the ones I love, it gets tiring trying to pretend.